For me it wasn't that I knew I was ready to TTC but instead that I was done. It was just a feeling and I knew that I wasn't going to have any more babies.
I always said that I wasn't going to have anymore after Zach and then we got a some-what scary but pleasant surprise when we got pregnant with Asher. After we lost her I knew I wasn't going to try again. I loved her but she was gone and I didn't feel a need to try to replace the empty spot she left. Very hard to explain.
I'd love to be the ideal mother but I'm too busy raising my kids.
Haley Olivia 8-17-96 ~ Zachary Tyler 4-30-01 ~ Asher Mackenzie born an angel 2-26-03 ~ Brenna Grace 5-4-06