I think you are already at a dangerous level girl.....hence the reason that the dr gave you the warning.
I know that you are looking for any other possible reason so youwont' have to give up something you have relied on for so long....but you don't have much of a choice if you want to be wtih your girls adn watch them grow up....
Please find some help Genie...I am worried about you!!! Take care and I will talk with you again on Sunday or Monday (my sunday or monday that is
