Lately I've been catching myself wondering what it would be like to have a baby around. I keep imagining how much love I could give to our child if Steve and I had a baby. I long for the day where I can actually sit on our couch and hold our precious baby...and when it is a little older to have him/her sit on my lap...or for him/her to bring me a picture he/she drew for me or for daddy. It would be neat to actually one day to be able to dress up our child so we can take him/her trick or treating...or to have him/her wake up on Christmas morning and see the presents Santa brought.
I just keep thinking about how so unfair it is for me and Steve to be childless, even though we are financially struggling right now. Why can't WE be the ones blessed with a child? It isn't our fault we don't have one. Even if we only had one child we wouldn't complain because that one child would be a blessing we waited for a long time. If that is the only child we could ever have we would be happy. All we need is that one miracle.
Steve would be a great daddy and I so wish I could give him a child without having to struggle with infertility. I am bound and determined to have one on our own. I am so hoping spring would get here soon so we can start going to an RE. I'm so tired of being childless
I just keep thinking about how so unfair it is for me and Steve to be childless, even though we are financially struggling right now. Why can't WE be the ones blessed with a child? It isn't our fault we don't have one. Even if we only had one child we wouldn't complain because that one child would be a blessing we waited for a long time. If that is the only child we could ever have we would be happy. All we need is that one miracle.
Steve would be a great daddy and I so wish I could give him a child without having to struggle with infertility. I am bound and determined to have one on our own. I am so hoping spring would get here soon so we can start going to an RE. I'm so tired of being childless
