I don't know what is up. Had a good weekend but today just feel so blah. I have my next appt on Thursday, have to do the glucose and do blood work for AFP (?) and doctor visit. I am really nervous to hear the heartbeat, because I haven't been feeling too much kicking or anything. I get that pregnancy update newsletter that says the doctor will be asking how much kicking, when etc and I don't know. So now I am worried. I have been sore, just my body parts. I get stiff real easy. My lower back and pelvic area have alot of pressure to them. If I am estimating correctly, and adding on the week they did when I had my ultrasound, I should be about 19 weeks this week. Shouldn't I feel a ton of kicking? I am probably just being hormonal today and blah because it is cold as heck here, 50 highs, 40's windchill.





I remember I used to have a hard time deciphering between kicks and gas.
I'd think for a second that it must be the baby, but then wondered if it was just gas. Until the baby started kicking so hard it nearly hurt, I was never really sure.