Everything going well. I gained another 6 lbs in the last month. 
The midwife said she wasn't going to yell at me about it because she knows how hard it is. I told her I don't eat a lot, so we went over my meals. She frowned on my pop tarts for breakfast and said I need to make better lunch choices. But she also said I only gained 16 lbs since 11 weeks and that is good. However I am at 185 and that kills me. I am so scared I will be 200 before this is over. So starting today I am going to eat better. No more poptarts or chicken biscuits for breakfast or eating out everyday for lunch. Today I had apple jacks for breakfast, I have triscuits and cheese for snack, homemade veggie soup and a roast beef sandwich on whole grain bread, and cottage cheese and tomatoes for afternoon snack. Visit went well, he is growing like he is supposed to. She measured and did heart beat and that was it. Go back in 3 weeks to do another glocuse test. 
And then she said you are 25 weeks, only 15 weeks to go. ONLY 15 weeks to go? That is still 4 months! Surely I have to be further along then that!!!
The midwife said she wasn't going to yell at me about it because she knows how hard it is. I told her I don't eat a lot, so we went over my meals. She frowned on my pop tarts for breakfast and said I need to make better lunch choices. But she also said I only gained 16 lbs since 11 weeks and that is good. However I am at 185 and that kills me. I am so scared I will be 200 before this is over. So starting today I am going to eat better. No more poptarts or chicken biscuits for breakfast or eating out everyday for lunch. Today I had apple jacks for breakfast, I have triscuits and cheese for snack, homemade veggie soup and a roast beef sandwich on whole grain bread, and cottage cheese and tomatoes for afternoon snack. Visit went well, he is growing like he is supposed to. She measured and did heart beat and that was it. Go back in 3 weeks to do another glocuse test. And then she said you are 25 weeks, only 15 weeks to go. ONLY 15 weeks to go? That is still 4 months! Surely I have to be further along then that!!!
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