Talked to my dad just now. He said he will be coming up next week, probaly Monday night to talk to me about something important. He said he wasn't going to tell me anything else until then cuz his " doctors appointment is on Monday and he'll know moree then." All he'd tell me is that there's been some probs with him recently but he doesn't want me to worry cuz it's really nothing serious right now. Not serious now? As worn and haggard as he sounded, and the fact he's making a trip up for the sole purpose of talking to me about "things" tells me it's nothing minor either. So when will it be serious? On Monday when he gets the mysterious "test results" he kept mentioning? You know, I really hate it he tries to protect me like this, cuz I know thats what he's doing. He doesn't want to worry or upset me, but hasn't he learned yet that when he does this, it only scares me more. The only time he acts like this is when it is something major. So now I'm scared to death and I've gotta wait a week to find out exactly why.... I swear I just wanna go down there and beat it out of him. I'd call my sister, but if I don't know yet, she's even more in the dark than I am. Monday night I'll be sitting on my phone. He'll have till 5:30 to call before I start calling him.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WAIT A WEEK WITHOUT LOSING MY FREAKING MIND??????????????????????????
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WAIT A WEEK WITHOUT LOSING MY FREAKING MIND??????????????????????????
I'm so sorry for Eric's loss, Tammy.
for your Dad!
