I hope Steve is ready for this month because I'm going to try my darndest...AGAIN...to do what we need to do to not miss the chance of conceiving. Now that I've got a dr who is on my butt to take my temps every day and send them over to him, maybe we can get a feel for when I do ovulate.
I just feel so pressured to hurry because I really want my folks to know that they will be grandparents one more time. I am so afraid they will pass on before they even get to know.
Plus I have the pressure of Mother's Day coming up which will be really hard. I'll be hit with two things this Mother's Day: 1) knowing it may be my mother's last mother's day and 2) not being pregnant yet.
I know I do this about every year but it is so unbelievably hard to go through for several years. As long as I'm childless, I will NEVER feel special. EVER. The more years pass by the harder it gets. After my mom passes on, that is going to be pretty much it for me in celebrating mother's day unless a little miracle comes my way by conception. If it doesn't happen, I'm just going to treat it like another day and that's it.
I just feel so pressured to hurry because I really want my folks to know that they will be grandparents one more time. I am so afraid they will pass on before they even get to know.
Plus I have the pressure of Mother's Day coming up which will be really hard. I'll be hit with two things this Mother's Day: 1) knowing it may be my mother's last mother's day and 2) not being pregnant yet.I know I do this about every year but it is so unbelievably hard to go through for several years. As long as I'm childless, I will NEVER feel special. EVER. The more years pass by the harder it gets. After my mom passes on, that is going to be pretty much it for me in celebrating mother's day unless a little miracle comes my way by conception. If it doesn't happen, I'm just going to treat it like another day and that's it.






I really, really hope this happens for you.