On Friday night/sat morning I kept waking up but I thought it was just BH as I have been having them recently but at about 5am my waters broke so my mum took me into hospital. Nothing was happening for ages after that but they had to try and induce labour otherwise I could get infected as my waters had already broken. I started feeling really strong contractions around 11am that were 15 mins apart but they kept coming and going. At about 5.30pm I was 10 cm dilated so they told me to push, but I had to have a small episiotomy (sp?) (took forever to do stitches, still quite sore). And I gave birth just before 6 o'clock on Saturday 7th October, 9 days before my due date.
The adoptive parents were at the hospital for the birth but were waiting outside, my mum and boyfriend were both in there during labour. Its a girl and the adoptive parents said they are naming her Kaley Jessica. I was so tearful, and still am but thats whats expected I guess. I have 30 days to get Kaley back if I want her which is so tempting, she was the cutest little thing I've ever seen. I will get pics up soon, I have a couple but need to set up a photobucket account. I will be sent pictures and updates every few months and Kaley will be allowed to contact me if she wants,when she is old enough.
I don't know if I mentioned but I have been putting together some things to give her. While I was still in hospital I wrote her a letter explaining what a difficult desicion this has been for everyone and how I wanted to keep her so bad but know I can't provide for her and that I would love for her to contact me if she wants when shes old enough, I have also given her the diary i was keeping that goes from when I found out til when I gave birth to her and a few photos of me and my boyfriend (her dad), me pregnant with her etc. She will be given these things when shes a teenager or when they feel she is ready, but she will be told early on that she has been adopted.
I want to thank all you ladies who have supported me through this difficult time, I know I came quite late into my pregnancy but you haven't judged me and just provided me with constant support and reassurance. I guess there is no reaosn for me to stay here now as I'm not pregnant and I'm not a parent either so I wish all of you the best for the future and good luck!
Thaks again! x
The adoptive parents were at the hospital for the birth but were waiting outside, my mum and boyfriend were both in there during labour. Its a girl and the adoptive parents said they are naming her Kaley Jessica. I was so tearful, and still am but thats whats expected I guess. I have 30 days to get Kaley back if I want her which is so tempting, she was the cutest little thing I've ever seen. I will get pics up soon, I have a couple but need to set up a photobucket account. I will be sent pictures and updates every few months and Kaley will be allowed to contact me if she wants,when she is old enough.
I don't know if I mentioned but I have been putting together some things to give her. While I was still in hospital I wrote her a letter explaining what a difficult desicion this has been for everyone and how I wanted to keep her so bad but know I can't provide for her and that I would love for her to contact me if she wants when shes old enough, I have also given her the diary i was keeping that goes from when I found out til when I gave birth to her and a few photos of me and my boyfriend (her dad), me pregnant with her etc. She will be given these things when shes a teenager or when they feel she is ready, but she will be told early on that she has been adopted.
I want to thank all you ladies who have supported me through this difficult time, I know I came quite late into my pregnancy but you haven't judged me and just provided me with constant support and reassurance. I guess there is no reaosn for me to stay here now as I'm not pregnant and I'm not a parent either so I wish all of you the best for the future and good luck!
Thaks again! x
You are ALWAYS welcome here. 
