I've been so good about leaving things in the past but yesterday, just out of curiosity, I visited the new girl's (Brenna's dad's fiance's) myspace page. It had crap about them picking out their wedding invitations on it and I just ended up feeling like crud. When will I be okay with everything? He came and dropped Gracie off this afternoon and I spent the hour before pacing and watching out the window. At what point will him being around not affect me so weirdly?






