Ya'll know I try hard not to even go there... Too many losses.
Sammie's birthday was yesterday though...
That makes today the day I allow myself to be sad and think of her twin. I do my best to not think of him when Sammie has a milestone. I won't let it rob me of my joy in her... Tonight though, I just saw him in her. I thought of my sweet, quiet serious little girl and wondered how different she would be if he had lived. I bet he would have been the one who could tease the laughter out of her.
Anyway... I guess I just wanted to say Happy Birthday to my Baby Boy. I won't ever forget him, even if everyone else does.
Sammie's birthday was yesterday though...
That makes today the day I allow myself to be sad and think of her twin. I do my best to not think of him when Sammie has a milestone. I won't let it rob me of my joy in her... Tonight though, I just saw him in her. I thought of my sweet, quiet serious little girl and wondered how different she would be if he had lived. I bet he would have been the one who could tease the laughter out of her.
Anyway... I guess I just wanted to say Happy Birthday to my Baby Boy. I won't ever forget him, even if everyone else does.






