I am wondering if anyone here has one or knows someone with one?
I am on a medication which I really have to take (absolutely no choice in the matter) and my levels need to be checked every few weeks.
I have really bad veins and every time I need a blood test of canula or something, they poke me dozens of times and dig around and have real issues getting a vein... so much so that last time they needed to do a blood test, after trying 6 times, they decided to prick my finger with BSL needle and squeeze the blood out into a plastic vile thingy
it was awful.
So my doctor has suggested I get a shunt in my arm which is a fistula.. which is a basically a shunt under the skin to prevent infection.
The is where they attach a vein to an artery to make easy access for blood tests and canulas.. but they usually do it to renal patients on dialysis...
Not just anyone
I have googled it and seen some pretty scary pics.. the scars are huge and the operation looks painful. I am also worried that it may burst or something
I just don't know if I should go ahead and do it, or just let them dig around every few weeks for the rest of my life. I hate pain and blood and operations.. I feel nauseated thinking about it.. especially after seeing the pics
I also wonder how large the vein will look on my arm.. I don't want a huge bubble thing sticking out of it 
I am on a medication which I really have to take (absolutely no choice in the matter) and my levels need to be checked every few weeks.
I have really bad veins and every time I need a blood test of canula or something, they poke me dozens of times and dig around and have real issues getting a vein... so much so that last time they needed to do a blood test, after trying 6 times, they decided to prick my finger with BSL needle and squeeze the blood out into a plastic vile thingy
it was awful.So my doctor has suggested I get a shunt in my arm which is a fistula.. which is a basically a shunt under the skin to prevent infection.
The is where they attach a vein to an artery to make easy access for blood tests and canulas.. but they usually do it to renal patients on dialysis...
Not just anyone

I have googled it and seen some pretty scary pics.. the scars are huge and the operation looks painful. I am also worried that it may burst or something

I just don't know if I should go ahead and do it, or just let them dig around every few weeks for the rest of my life. I hate pain and blood and operations.. I feel nauseated thinking about it.. especially after seeing the pics
I also wonder how large the vein will look on my arm.. I don't want a huge bubble thing sticking out of it 








my chest really rejects foreign bodies in it.
I just made myself laugh and thought I'd come back an embarrass myself publicly