Pam,

THIS IS A MEDICAL EMERGENCY!!!!!!!!

If ANYONE should be in the ER, IT IS YOU!!

You SHOULD NOT BE WAITING FOR MORE PAIN!

You are just setting yourself up for more heart damage. Even if there isn't any pain currently, an infarction could be evolving. Some people have MI's WITHOUT pain!

Look, I know this might seem annoying, but as a fellow human and a Cardiac Care Nurse, I MUST keep on you about this! I see people every day who "thought it was NOTHING" end up being emergently cathed for blockages, requiring stents and some even go to EMERGENCY OPEN HEART SURGERY!! We have even had to transfer people with severe damage into Loyola (Chicago) for transplants - or a LVAD to keep them going until transplant.

Anyway you slice it, it's NOT a pretty scene and the patients could have been much better managed if they would have come in at the first sign of pain. Not to mention, they would have had much more heart function left. Quick treatment is the KEY! Once heart tissue is DEAD, it is DEAD!
This denial is also a Cardinal sign to me. GET SOME HELP!! If not for yourself, do it for your Children. They need their Mommy. I don't know what else to say. I have talked my head off, so has Genie. I'm unsure why you will not get help.

Good luck and God Bless, my friend.