It's been 5 years now this week since my sweet baby girl Andrea went to heaven.
Her five year anniversary was July 1st but with the landlady giving us so much stress over moving out, I forgot about my baby girl.
That is the first time, I didn't think of her on her day and I feel so guilty for it.
I miss her. I think about her turning 5 this year and how she would have been Michael's big sister, my God she still is, but in heaven
Their birthdays are almost 2 years apart. 
I thought that five years would make me stronger, but this week her Daddy called me and he remembered her. He left flowers for her and spent the morning with her.
I wish so much she lived so I could hold her again in my arms!
I wish I could kiss her cheek and tell her Mommy loves her!
I feel guilty with her up in heaven and not with us.
I wonder who she would have looked like, me or her Daddy who is Italian. Either way, she is loved and will always be remembered.
ANDREA,
my baby girl, Mommy loves you and I promise to never forget you! 
Her five year anniversary was July 1st but with the landlady giving us so much stress over moving out, I forgot about my baby girl.
That is the first time, I didn't think of her on her day and I feel so guilty for it.
I miss her. I think about her turning 5 this year and how she would have been Michael's big sister, my God she still is, but in heaven
Their birthdays are almost 2 years apart. I thought that five years would make me stronger, but this week her Daddy called me and he remembered her.
He left flowers for her and spent the morning with her.I wish so much she lived so I could hold her again in my arms!
I wish I could kiss her cheek and tell her Mommy loves her!
I feel guilty with her up in heaven and not with us.
I wonder who she would have looked like, me or her Daddy who is Italian. Either way, she is loved and will always be remembered.
ANDREA,
my baby girl, Mommy loves you and I promise to never forget you! 
God doesn't want you to feel guilty and neither does Andrea 
