By the time I got up Saturday morning AF was is full swing. I was kind of depressed I told DH I don't understand why it's taking so long this time. Ya, I know 3 months is not that long but for me it feel like it. Now are boy months are over and he really wants to go by that chart so we won't try for the next three. Will start back up in November, but then we only have three months again. If it don't happen within those three I already told him I'm going to keep trying after even if the chart says girl! I was pretty upset and he knew it, he said we could continue to try but I said no. I know he wants a boy and I could just imagin how I would feel if I said ok lets keep tying and I get PG and we have another girl, I would feel guilty. This way if we try again later and nothing happens at least it's not my fault. Life is just funny, I see so many people who just get PG without even trying then us who are have a hard time. I guess when I stop to think about it who knows how long it took them they just never knew about it. So for the next three months I won't get back on the pill we will use condoms. No matter what I have these moments where I get watery eyes and sad, I just can't help it. So I have decided to put all my energy into lossing weight. I would like to lose 30 lbs in these next three months. That would bring me back into the 150's. So today I'm going to check online for weight watchers and see when I can go. I also bought some Metabo life dietary supplements. I've taken them before so now I just have to get used to taking them again. These are ephedra (sp) free, so they shouldn't make me as wired as they used to. Anyways I guess that's about it for me. Until November.... I'm just sad I have to wait another three months to keep trying. I would also like a son, to be able to raise both a DD and DS would be so nice. But like I keep telling my self only God knows if that will happen. I sometime wonder maybe i'm not a good mother and that's why god didn't let us get PG. But then maybe I didn't give him enough time???? Am I being stupid going off that chart?? These are the things that run thru my head. All I do know is I can't make it happen if the time just isn't right. We didn't have a problem getting PG last time so I would like to think both me and DH are just fine, the timing just wasn't right. Ok enough before I go nuts trying to figure something out that I have no power over. 
I'm sorry AF showed up. I don't know how well those charts work for predicting the gender. I know there is a book out on sexual positions and times in your cycle where you are more likely to get the gender of your choice. However, I think the only for sure way is to get the sperm seperated and have invetro. It took me over a year to get pregnant with my dd. Getting pregnant seems like it should be as easy as rolling off a log, but sometimes it isn't. 
Sorry that AF showed up. After almost 4 years of TTC, I know how depressing and frustrating that can be.
I think it's more for entertainment purposes. 
