through the night.
I dont know how many more nights of this I can take. She was doing sooooo good. and now this - here it is 1:30 and she is up. She wants to hang out in bed and hang off my boobs while I get crap for sleep cause I have no bed spac and no where to put my arm. Then when she finally decideds to let go - its two hours later adn she has rolled herself side ways so she is kicking me and he head is burried in dad.
SO I put my foot down. NO MORE - I cant let her CIO cause she will wake Alyssa up. (their rooms are right next door) Thats what I did with Lys - I closed the door to her room and the door to my bedroom and all was quiet. (cause i couldnt hear her) and while i could do it for Kate - I would sacrifice Lyssa's sleep in the process.
SO here I am with Kate up at 1:30 - she was lying here cuddling wiht me - but has since decided to go about the living room to get into trouble.
I am beat and soooooo want to sleep. I guess the positive thing is lys has a dentist apt in the am that dad is taking her to so I can sleep in or go back to bed when they go for a few hours (her apt is at 9 in the Falls - so 30 mins there - adn 30 mintes back and then add in dentis time - hmmm I should get 2 hours of sleep.
I've thought about putting up the playpen here in the living room and then she could play in there and I could sleep (I could put cartoons on to mesmerize her little growing brain. )
I am just so tired - while she may not need to function - I DO in the morning. and right now the only way I will get more sleep is if I take her back to bed with me and THAT ISNT HAPPENING! She's too abusive to me.
OK - I think I'm gonna grab the playpen from the bedroom and set it up here in the living room and give her some quiet toys and see if I cant get some more sleep.