I have thought about doing this and not doing this. But after the thinking, I have decided to go and do it. We decided after losing Anthony that we were not going to do anything different when we found out we were pregnant again. Well we had no idea that we would be back into pregnancy so soon.
We miscarried our son Anthony, June 1, 2001. It took us a year and a half to get pregnant with him. So we were expecting a LONG fight again getting pregnant. Little did we know that our wedding night just under 2 months after losing Anthony we would get pregnant again, we sure didn't that is for sure.
My hubby knew I was pregnant before I did. My boobs were hurting my a lot. Me being a ding dong, just thought it was my new bra. And I was soo tired. Me again just thought it was because I wake up early(at 6:00) and finally go to be at like 9 then my hubby waked me up when he gets home. Well I should say the dogs wake me up when my hubby gets home at 11:30PM, then spend and hour with him then go back to bed. And get up and do it all over again the next day. So you see why I thought it was the hours I was keeping.
Well Sept 13, in the midst of the WTC, Pentagon, and plane down in PA. We went out and bought an EPT test. Well was I surprised when it came back with 2 lines. It was soo funny. I set up my little center (dixie cup and test), put my deposit in the cup dipped the stick in the cup and let it go. Well I was sitting there and saw the first line go. Knowing no big deal, there is one line that goes across to let you know the test is done. I was not sure what one is was. So I grabbed the box out of the garbage. Well to my MUCH surprise
it was the first line that says your pregnant. Here I am with my pants around my ankles going back and forth in the bathroom looking at the box...looking at the test. To say I was shocked and surprised would be a HUGE understatement. I finished doing what I had to do (I am not telling you that part...lol) and I went down the hallway (pants back up now...lol) and I stood in the hallway. Joey just looked at me and goes "what"? He had no clue I had taken the test. So I said to him we did it. He goes "what the he*l did we do?" I just pulled the test out from behind my back. He dropped whatever he was holding and goes OMG!!! let me see. He looks at it and goes see I told you that you were pregnant. Then he hugged me soo hard I couldn't breath. I was like "honey I can't breath" he was crying as was I.
We told our son Austin the next day. To say he was happy would be SUCH and understatement. He keeps kissing my belly and hugging my bells. He is such a sweet boy with a heart of pure gold.
Well I will let you know what happens we have a doc appt this Friday..